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Arigatou....

2016.3.17 テーマ:

I have been here in Salut for about a year and a half now.
This will be my first time to write here in Salut's Members Blog.

My talk is about 2016 MARCHE PETIT - SALUT BAR LIVE PERFORMANCE

Three days before the SALUT BAR LIVE...I was nervous.
I had head ache..stomach ache...actually can't eat well...


March 13th Sunday...this is the DAY....


The LIVE will start at 5:45 pm...
I was in SALUT at 4:00pm...

I had to be alone for a while on the second floor at the office to focus
and to make my self calm before the performance.

Then, they called me .....my heartbeat became too fast again..and my hands
was so cold...I had to hold the hands of one of the SALUT staff....I need to feel the warmth
of others hands....and it helped...

We need to have a sound check before the performance. I had to go down...
I still have fast heartbeat...but i have to control it...


Before the performance.., we practiced some songs...

Then the SALUT BAR LIVE show started...


I had to sing English songs for the first part of this Live and on the second part
Japanese songs will be the next.

All the 9 songs.., was actually very special to me....

Thank you very much for letting me sing these songs...


While performing (singing) ....
I can see the people's (okyaku San) faces...expressions...moves...reactions...

Some of them started crying...
And I had to again...FOCUS and had to control my feelings...
I should not allow my self to cry.., because if that happens....
I can't sing anymore...

I wanted the people to actually feel the meaning of the songs that I sing...
These songs had actually helped me in my everyday life...
These songs had given me ... inspiration and hope...
I actually want the people to also feel the same thing..

While singing...
I looked at the peoples faces..and their reactions..
I saw people's wiping off their tears...some just looked steadily to me...
I guess...I have delivered each songs from my HEART to their HEARTS....

While singing...I told MYSELF....
Oh! My...just let me finish this performance without crying..PLEASE..

Whew!!!! Thank GOD...
I was able to perform without crying...
The SALUT BAR LIVE has ended...

I was not able to sing and perform for a long time after I had my depression...
SALUT had known that I can sing,. and they asked me if I can perform for an event last
2015 on 3rd Tsunagaru Marche...and everything started from there.

SALUT BAR LIVE was my 4th time performing for SALUT..though., it is the very first time ever
that SALUT had made an event of doing a LIVE Performance by a member of Salut.

All in all., through SALUT, I had a chance to sing and perform for the 4th time.
First was , 2015 on the 3rd TSUNAGARU MARCHE.., second was ., 2015 Shiun-en Natsu Matsuri.,
third was.,2015 Takase Gawa Fune Matsuri and the 4th was SALUT BAR LIVE. 2016 MARCHE PETIT.

As you can see...I started a long introduction of my message here in SALUT's Members Blog.,
and the reason why is because, I wanted to share my feelings of GRATITUDE to all...

To all the Staffs and members of SALUT..
To all the supporters and sponsors..
To Eguchi Sensei and Mr.Jiro...

I can't make the performance well., without the help and support
of you all.
All I can say is really
FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART..DOMO ARIGATOU GOZAIMASU


If another chance will be given to me...
See you all to the next .... SALUT BAR LIVE...

LOVE and PEACE..

J o A n


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